I am a different kind of man, Insatiable that seems to be me, it seems I can never be pleased, I cannot get enough of this certain kind of stuff. No matter how much I get its never enough, I am addicted to my wife, I am like a junkie every single night. I always need it just one more time and when I don’t get it, I seem to lose my mind. If I had it my way I would get it all the time.
If I died making love I would be just fine. Its who I am at my core, If I love it you can bet I am coming back for more. I am willing to swim the distance of the oceans shore just tell me that when I am done you are the reward. I am addicted, I cannot get away, I will need it more tomorrow than I need it today, You are an oasis to me and all I want to do is play, If I fall alseep lost within the depths of you that is where I want to lay, so I can begin again the moment I wake.
I rise as sure as the sun, your pull is magnetic on me I cannot run. You are the reason that I open my eyes If I stand up tall when I am looking at you, its because you are my life, the reason that I take in air, the reason that my soul is so aware, I feel connected to everything because I am so connect with this other being, just keep loving on me and I will keep giving you a reason to keep believing, If I am stormy like the weather just understand its because I am at peace when we are together. If my heart seems like its bleeding please understand its you I am needing.
You don’t even have to put in the work, just give me a little romance and I will go beserk, I am strong enough to carry both just tell me where and that is where we will go, just do me a favor gas me up, I go slow and smooth, I will go harder on cue.
No I am not saying you have to pay just give me you and we will be on our way, I promise I will jump I will not hesitate, for you I am a love slave, I do whatever you want, whatever you say, I will work my arse off for just a drop of your praise, no reason to ask the question you are the reason that I am saved and if you see me standing tall you are the reason that I am being so brave, you understand? I am a surfer and you are the wave, You are the playground and I want to play.
I lust like hell, my nights with my wife is a fantasy that I want to be able to tell, I want her so bad I think I need rehab I cannot be well, its been the same way since the first day yeah I fell and I have been falling since, I wouldn’t move out even if I stopped paying the rent, evict me right now, I am the immovable tenant, this place is where I lay is where I intend to stay, my word is my bond, if my body looks strong my soul is stronger.
I will die but my love will last longer through time, so if I had you today tomorrow I want to hit rewind, cameo please, one more time.
Perform with me, lets end this night the right, these moments are precious, I only have this one life.
Let me show you my praise and end the day the right way, lets be sweaty and smiling when we go to bed let the passion on my face be the last image you saw in your head.
The cycle I go through every single day caught in a web and not trying to get away, trying to be consumed not wanting to be saved.
Carl The Muse.