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Struggling And Alone: Carl Johnson II (Carl The Muse)

09 Jan

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I get this strange look

I am disgusted and suddenly tired of this place

Tired of you making me feel this way

I keep letting you do it and I keep ending up sitting here looking stupid

I am the fool who keeps giving you my heart to break

But I am not longer sure how much more I can take

My heart is struggling to find its beat

And I am defeated and struggling to get back to my feet

Yeah its the truth, you blindsided me

I feel cheated, I feel deceived

But I still like a fool, I find it hard to leave

I made a promise to stay by your side

But I am broken right now and I am finding it hard to hide

What do you expect me to do

Do you want me to fake a smile to appease you

You want me to dress up and put on a clown suite

I already look that way

I am the one who loved you and I ended up on my face

You pushed me and then watched me fall

And then you walked away like you had nothing to do with it at all

Now here I sit a broken man

Struggling to get to my knees feeling too weak to stand

I was loyal and you left me alone

And now the crimes against my heart must be atoned

Or I can no longer call the space next to you home

You need to wake up and out of your zone

Now the time is ticking on you

This is your ultimatum there are things I expect you to do

I have already done them for you.

Struggling And Alone By: Carl Johnson II (Carl The Muse)

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