I Am Finally Here By: Carl Johnson II (Carl The Muse)

30 Dec


I had a conversation with my mother yesterday and as usual

We send each other away

We talk about this that and everything under the sun

I am her friend just as I am her son

This time we talked about life and how fascinating it is

To experience it with such depth

And to have the excitement of a little kid

To be able to love with every fiber of our souls

To know the direction of the warmth in the midst of cold

To recall things just by feel

To know love, to know pain

And to know that we will heal

How we could think of the taste of a fruit in our minds

And taste it in our mouths in real time

Every memory given to me is a gift

Because I have this powerful ability of recall

That I have finally learned how to live with

You see my worst enemy used to be my own mind

I was lost and unaware of what to do with mine

I created my own prison as I committed these sins

My life became a nightmare that I was stuck in

That was before I knew what to do

And now I am here sharing that testimony with you

The memories that I used to create

  Are many of the same memories that I could not stand to face

Its funny because now I am like my children

I day dream all the time

And its no longer about some world outside of mine

I am finally here, I am coherent

I can hear

I am present and aware of space and time

And with that awareness I know what to do with mine

I know the word mine has been used multiple times

But the the truth is truth

It is our duty to walk that line

You have to create they type of life that makes you keep wanting more of it everyday

You can’t live right and do wrong

So if your life is out of tune

Time to change the song

Turn the stereo to something that makes you move

Create memories that you can look back and smile upon

Because in the end if you spread love and died with a smile

You won


I Am Finally Here By: Carl Johnson II (Carl The Muse)



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One response to “I Am Finally Here By: Carl Johnson II (Carl The Muse)

  1. BreatheToBelieve

    December 30, 2012 at 3:44 PM

    Reblogged this on David Chi and commented:
    Carl is my favorite writer!! He flows lessons of insight from the soul. He extends a spiritual realness that is direct and not over bearing. He is like you and I trying to spread the light. His light is his words. I cant wait to get a autographed book signed to “my fam”!!


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