RSS

Say it And Save It By: Carl The Muse

Motivation, Perspective and Inspiration By:Carl Johnson II (Carl The Muse)

All I ever wanted you to say to me was, SOMETHING.

When you see me at my lowest and totally outside of myself, that’s when I most need you, that’s when I need your HELP.

When I am covered in fire and burning up our love, you could put the inferno out if you just gave me HUG.

The only thing that has ever served as my motivation, is when you showed me your APPRECIATION.

This time I may be wrong, last time you may have been right. The only thing I’m saying to you my love, is I’d rather do anything with you but FIGHT.

I can’t make you say what you don’t want to, but can you please remember the same silence when you lie and aren’t ready to tell the TRUTH.

You come my heart starts to race and hours later I want you out of my…

View original post 477 more words

 

The Couple That Fights Every Night By: Carl The Muse

The Clandestine Perspective

Image

A storm rages when I walk through the door 

Shes standing there daring me and ready

Like she has been waiting for more

And before I know It

I feel a rush to my core

And just like the last time

We end up rolling around on the floor

We go so hard

That we both end up sore

And even when we are both worn out

We go in for more

We end up this way every single night

Biting our teeth and waiting for the kids to say goodnight

I can see it in your eyes

You are just waiting to start another fight

And I am ready for the bell to sound

Because as soon as it does

I will turn over the ground

When I finished you will know

This field has been plowed

I guess that is why we seem to garner a crowd

Either…

View original post 100 more words

 

Wide Eyes: Carl The Muse

Life can take you all over the place and  nowhere at the same time, it’s all about what you allow yourself to see out of your eyes and avoiding the dark spaces that can render the strongest of us blind. Those with 20/20 can often live with less sight than those with none, few of us truly know how we will respond when the worst is yet to come.

The key is to see the rays of the sun, its in dreaming up the better days coming, its about facing what hurts dead on, knowing the winter will soon pass and the summer will come, just stay still and allow it all to happen, halt your soul from the fight or flight and that constant thought of running.

I used to sit just to be right there, I used to eat to taste the food, I used to do it because I could see the depth in what I was doing, I took my time in every moment, I lived as if I cared. I was on a constant climb up, how high could I climb, I was not the soul who was scared.

I often watched life in amazement, from the point of the curious soul, I always want to know more, the how’s, the whys, the who’s, the what’s. I observed everything going on. I saw life and I tried like hell to live it and when I experienced the greatest thing in life ( love ) I tried to give it.

It’s who I am, Its who I was. The one seeking the depth of, The one so hungry for what lies beneath the surface of it all. The fisherman, the fisher of souls, the listener of the stories to be told. It never did happen until I laying on the ground looking up at my feet, that the strength in me comes from the souls I meet, so when I go introvert my energy becomes weak.  I never meet a stranger or a person I don’t try to understand and in learning empathy and practicing sympathy, I had become one hundred times the man.

It’s a lesson taught through personal strife because at some point we get caught in the world and become blind to the fullness of the people and the experiences of life and to all the fruit and fish that the world itself can provide.

If only we just get up and go outside into our lives and out of the darkness of the depression of the eyes through the mind.

The sun is always shining.

Carl The Muse.

 

Recycling Trash I Gotta Get Past From: Carl The Muse Johnson

Sleepless nights creep up on you in life, they come at the hardest times when your legs can’t possibly move fast enough to keep up with your mind.

It’s been one of the most trying of my life. I am spinning all day and tossing all night.

It’s been a hell of a fight and there was no training no sparring, no chance for preparation, this is a learning on the job situation.

It’s gonna hurt forever, the pain may change but it won’t ever get better. It’s a cold hard fact, I just gotta live with that. I don’t need help being aware of my emotions, it’s how I react.

It’s never as bad as it seems, it’s just the worst to you, because it is your bad dream. Who feels what you feel? Who is dealing when you deal? When it hits like a brick I’m the one who’s nearly killed.

I’m trying to break the cycle of the worst days of my life being recycled but it feels like I’m fighting against hell without the arch angel Michael.

/home/wpcom/public_html/wp-content/blogs.dir/541/37933689/files/2014/12/img_4325.jpg

 

Suddenly Awake by: Carl The Muse Johnson

image

Suddenly I’m up and awake

Suddenly my soul is perfectly aware of time and space

Suddenly aware of what it takes

Suddenly aware of the rapid pace

Suddenly aware of the inevitability we all face

Suddenly aware of the warmth from the fire

Suddenly immune from it’s flame

Suddenly the perspective fixed

Suddenly I can’t miss

Suddenly the reticle is aimed

Suddenly the harvest is being touched by the rain

Suddenly the drought is no more

Suddenly heaven has opened the flood gates and every door

Suddenly I can breathe again

Suddenly I can feel energy seeping through every pore of my skin

Suddenly it’s all changed and still the sun is shining like it never has before

Suddenly I woke up and my own soul, my own path could no longer be ignored. From the soul of: Carl The Muse Johnson

IMG_3810.JPG

 

From Then To Now, This Is How By: Carl The Muse

It’s been harder lately to write because so many changes have occurred in my life. I have been stuck in a rut as days simply turn into nights. I lost my mother and my big brother weeks apart both suddenly and unexpected. My soul had been shocked and I was rocked to my core, in an instant life was drastically different than it was moments before.

I shut down, I stopped dreaming, I stopped talking, I stopped writing, I stopped running, I stopped moving forward and just waited for whatever was coming.

My mom went through the same thing at my age with my grandparents and my uncle Rose dying very close together of very different causes.

I watched as a kid, I was barely ten when I lost the first one, but I didn’t start to get it until it kept happening, but even then I didn’t have the same level of realization and depth of feeling I have now.

It hit like a blunt object to the head, the pain knocked my soul out, It radiated through me but on the other end of the pain, I am finding a strength, an energy.

I am finding where I need to be, the adjustment to the new normal, to the new roles and taking the wheel and knowing I am now responsible for how the rest of my family’s story unfolds.

Its hardest to tell the intimate truths within you to strangers, but sometimes it’s the strangers who are kindred, all you have to do is speak your language and it will be native to them, but who hears silence?

I’m ready to speak, I know many out there will feel me. My struggles are my own but they are not unique, we have all been chained but we don’t all break free.

 

Say it And Save It By: Carl The Muse

All I ever wanted you to say to me was, SOMETHING.

When you see me at my lowest and totally outside of myself, that’s when I most need you, that’s when I need your HELP.

When I am covered in fire and burning up our love, you could put the inferno out if you just gave me HUG.

The only thing that has ever served as my motivation, is when you showed me your APPRECIATION.

This time I may be wrong, last time you may have been right. The only thing I’m saying to you my love, is I’d rather do anything with you but FIGHT.

I can’t make you say what you don’t want to, but can you please remember the same silence when you lie and aren’t ready to tell the TRUTH.

You come my heart starts to race and hours later I want you out of my face. Then hours after that I’m back on the chase hoping the foolishness I said earlier has been erased.

You know what’s hardest to dispute? The simple TRUTH.

You left that BS and then stepped right in it, going two steps backwards when you take one step forward to me that’s called sinning.

There is nothing you can do to change how I feel about you, except if you keep lying and refusing to tell me the TRUTH.

Rough days will come and hard nights will go but one thing neither of us should ever feel is ALONE.

I may fuss all day and fight some nights, but all storms pass and everything will be alright. I will always find calm with your steady presence in my life.

There is only one job, one title and one thing that matters to me. There is one goal I am ever trying to achieve. I want to be the best man, I can possibly be.

Lying is something we all at some point do. Unfortunately the same cannot be said about telling the TRUTH.

You don’t have to have so many predetermined conditions you have clue how where when why who what will happen but if you don’t just let the wind blow and you put up a wall then the leaves cannot fall where they may because it’s never chance, it’s what we allow to happen or not, the best thing we can do is get ourselves out of the way so our spirits can move

First thing I am is considerate of others and their lives. I add no pressure, stress, time limits or past baggage. focus on the insecurity first otherwise no man has a chance. You have to be in the right place and no woman with all those trust issues is. No man can give you what you need to have yourself with is confidence in you

Walls don’t protect anything they just keep people out and away, putting a wall up you yourself can’t be free to what the winds bring, you are behind a wall, working yourself out from behind that should be priority, you have to bring yourself from behind that wall not another soul

Maybe I’ll help guide you out, I’ve realized no other soul can rescue another in the way we think, we all are born and die alone, others take the journey with us when we let them but the journey is still personal you and you thing, all another can help do is help you walk into you. My life isn’t one where I’m willing to go through much because I’ve been through much, my sail is up, no forceful combustion, I’m just living, letting life be, I flow like the wind

Submission is sometimes all you need for admission to where you wanna be.

Carl Johnson.

 
 
Nothing But The Best (We are/do/get)

All Inclusive Humanitarian Services

FOX31 Denver

Denver, Colorado News, Weather, Sports and more

Tech

News and reviews from the world of gadgets, gear, apps and the web

theCHIVE

Funny Photos and Funny Videos - Keep Calm and Chive On

FOREVER YOUNG

CREATE,IMAGINE,HAVE FUN

Game4Learning

Fun Learning Resouces for Kids

Simple Tom

Some say I was born high. Others say i'm just simple :)

TheBestFaithEver

...because the best faith is YOUR FAITH

Searching For The Happiness

The search for what makes us happy

Motivation, Perspective and Inspiration By:Carl Johnson II (Carl The Muse)

A fire that is burning, A heart that is yearning, These are the words in the soul of this man, This is the testimony of a man on a journey, How high can faith take me? I am trying my best to see!

Darrell Creswell - A Study of Christian Grace

Just a servant with a laptop sharing stories of Grace, Love, Hope and Comfort

Akanksha's Blog

Blog of Akanksha- Thoughts and Insights

THE RIVER WALK

Daily Thoughts and Meditations as we journey together with our Lord.

Full Of Roses Inspirationals

Christian inspirational photography and poetry

mylespreferstheleastbeguiles

Smile! You’re at the best WordPress.com site ever

prophetbrahmarishi

Just another WordPress.com site

Unshakable Hope

“May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that you will abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.” (Romans 15:13)

CATHERINE RYAN HOWARD

She turns coffee into books so she can afford to buy more coffee. And more books.

Steve Blank

Entrepreneurship and Conservation

Looking for reasoning to a complicated world

THE MAN WITH HIS FINGER ON THE PULSE OF REAL OR ALTERNATIVE NEWS, WORLDWIDE, BRINGING YOU THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW

Follow

Get every new post delivered to your Inbox.

Join 671 other followers

%d bloggers like this: